what men wants? Nothing much.. just couple of things n he is all set. 

Nice money giving work: check. Got business. 3 factories & nice growth every month.  and good expansion plans. 

Roof: check. Got nice house with almost all the luxuries. 

Friends: check. Got 3 very close friends like brothers; always together thru thick & thin.

Car: check. got luxury VW car. takes all my tensions away when i drive this beautiful machine at speed 90 miles/hr.

Gaming console: Check. Got PS2 & PS3; with all latest games. wanna play???

Unlimited liquor: check. Got all good alcohol right here in my room. (tho' i'm not a regular drinker.)

Beautiful wifey: Uncheck. honestly, my wife ain't that pretty. Been married for 5 months, still figuring out to develop understanding & getting there with the time, so future seems alrite... no problem there.  rest; beauty lies in the eyes that behold. 

Peace of mind: check. Sleep like a baby ever since i've been married. 

MEN if got all these things; he'll live like a king without complaints to anyone, he'll keep things simple and just Live. 

NOW, million $ question... what women want? Not a clue. Do women even know wat they want? Wat makes women happy? or just a concept of being simply happy is too complicated for you??

I m not that experienced about women, other than the fact everytime i've tried to understand or love any women, either i'm left hurt or i've hurt her. Either way it just feels terribly bad.  Now after living with my wifey for 5 months i'm still the same clueless man who don't know what women want??  

Is it that bad? i don't think so. Winters in delhi (my place), nice music, deep thinking book and my fav. brand of smoke. I don't think i'll miss anyone. I can live like this. I love to spend time with myself. Long time back a beautiful girl told me "she loves only herself." (that was only common thing between her and me. We both loved same person. HER.) I didn't understand her that time but now i think i do. Once you find what actually makes you happy you can actually live within yourself very happily. 

Loneliness might sound depressing word but actually it isn't. It's a beautiful teacher if you got right attitude toward yourself and you respect life. You learn to feel things which you were not even aware of. You get to read more and you get to learn more. you also smoke more...hhm.. yeah that's one negative but still even on pros and cons; pros are still more. so, no worries. 

Not much time has left when i'll be having someone to live with me in my room after i get married next month. It won't be like this ever again. There'll be a girl who i don't know for better or for worst will be my wife and i'll miss peaceful and calm ambiance of my room. I'll miss this silence when i can actually listen to every sound nature has to offer. I've spent last 8 years like this in same room and I've discovered more about myself over here than any other place in this world. I just love to be here. 

I'm not against marriage. It's a beautiful thing and you get to share your views with someone real sitting next to you forever but maybe i'm not in love so it doesn't look beautiful so far but just a thing lot of people do cos it's a normal thing to do. It cud be beautiful or lethal.. but there's only one way to find that i.e. to take a dip and see how it turns out to be.

Coming back to loneliness, it makes you not to hate anybody. You spent more time alone chances are quite low someone will hurt you so you don't hate anybody. You get more time to do whatever you want. you can sing out loud at 2 a.m. and can sleep peacefully at 10 a.m. you can live the way you want.

So, everyone i think should spend some lonely time and do whatever makes you happy. Sleep late, wake up even more late. Take shower with open door. Listen to pink floyd in morning. Read till late with all lights on. walk on terrace till 4 a.m.

If you don't spend time with yourself you miss spending time with the person you know and you care about most... Yourself. 

yesterday i went to Chandigarh for some business meeting. i was alone most of the time. When i'm alone i love to observe life around me and try to feel, or learn or anything .. it just makes me feel happy and always brings smile on my face. here are some random things:

- A fat Sikh guy can sleep under any circumstances. Heavy noise of train can't disturb his sleep. Beautiful girls sitting just next to him can't keep him up. But when any food/beverage vendor comes he'll wake up. i don't know how'd he do that... did smell of food woke him up? or his hyper instincts about food .. i don't have a clue.. but what a wonderful perfection in 2 most important things in life.. Food and Sleep.

- No matter what Indian beggars in dress of saints (like orange dress of saints) can't quit smoking beedi. They don't smoke cigarettes cos i think they are cheap or can't actually afford it. I talked to one of them during my trip and asked him to quit at least while he is dress of saint. Instead he convinced me with his super marketing skills to buy him a cigarette he's been craving for.... i bought a cigarette for him and he said ,"life ain't about smoking, drinking it's just about living the way you feel like. Just go on and chase the thing you want most" I wondered whether he read Paulo Coelho too. Anyway, i had to go so i said him goodbye.

- A small kid only wearing vest and shorts can scream for lot of time in his mother's lap and disturb the 100s of passengers till he get his ice cream. If only everyone had passion like this; not screaming type but will to get what you want and ready to do lot of hard work maybe every one can actually get what they really want.........